7/25/25

7/25/25

umm today was pretty good.. i woke up late but my dad took me and my brothers to the park :) all i rlly did was sit there and listen to music the whole time while i watched them play for like 4 hours though LOLOLOL. ummm when we got home i finally admitted how bad my dysphoria is to my mom and cried a bunch about it though... she basically told me Theres not rlly much we can do which. is true  but it sucks that theres really just nothing i can do but suffer through it for god knows how long. urghhh im gonna start crying again if i think too hard about it i need to stop i have a headache. ive felt like shit since then so i dont really want to talk too much more. bleh -.-

today is day 419 no shinjiro and 391 no makoto