Being Weird

does anyone else hate when people dont understand their weird personality and jokes…like ik this aint a real big thing but i feel like people want “weird friends” until they show they true personality and that makes me so mad and ik some people wouldn’t think im a weird person but compared to like my family and some of my friends i feel like i am pretty weird. and with my family being the way it is i makes me even more upset bc they just dont get me and i feel like no one really gets me but my family doesn’t realy make a effort too (besides my mommy💞(yes i still call her my mommy suck my nut)). and maybe thts what hurts the most is knowning that your family thinks your odd but doesn’t try to idk maybe understand you. like i feel like the black sheep inna way and yes i do keep to myself but thats bc whenever i open up i can never express myself idkk ion wanna rant fr bc ik no ones cares fr but still, is it just me?!