Sad teenager is now a sad 20 something lol

Sup spacehey peeps! It's been way too long *cough cough wheeze* I don't even know what to talk about like 21 now, almost 22. My life is going down the tubes. I have a sick mom, had the WORST best friend breakup of my life, I'm in a pile of debt because of sick mom. Oh and I lost my job last week and have no idea where rent is coming from. Life sucks so bad I can't even turn to my comfort shows and movies to cope. I feel like my life is over and it never got a chance to start.