Does this make me a pick me╥﹏╥

ok before yall say anything heres a lil lore abt me. i went to public school all my life except for my freshman and sophomore year of hs,during those years i went to a all girls private school so i didnt have many guy friends. and i cant any irl especially bc now imma be doing online school. and dont get me wrong i my girls they are my everything, but i also missing having guy friends bc first off i think that its good to have friends of the opposite gender (and all genders) bc it can give perspective and insight on alot of things if that makes sense. but i feel like i sound like a pick me for wanting male friends bc ion wanna make it seem like i just hate girls bc i DONT. i just miss having a guy to talk to abt things thats NOT a boyfriend.