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Sacrifice...?

What's the last sacrifice you've made for your family? That's what my dad asked me and I didn't have any good answer. I come from Oregon and my family and I moved to California when I was 7 because of hope for work and being closer to family. I'm gonna graduate sooner than later and my dad now wants me to move back to Oregon with him when I do graduate. It's a really hard thing for me to think about since that would mean leaving everything here behind.
The problem is I completely understand why he wants to.
He wants to be closer to his grand kids and my brothers. he doesn't want the high ass rent prices that are here in California, and he just wants to finally live in a fucking house. I get it. I really want him to be able to do that. But I don't know if I'm able to just leave everything and everyone here for him. I feel awful as I know he's made so many sacrifices for us and now I'm not even sure if I can make a sacrifice for him!? But there's nothing here for me. All the college programs here suck and like NOTHING HAPPENS HERE. I was in Oregon for a month and there was actual shit to do there unlike this fucking shithole. At this point my only explanation for staying would be for the people I know here. This is so fucking hard. AGUHGGHHHHHHHHHH. It's tearing me up inside.


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i hope that you can find an answer soon, and that everything works out.


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