Guys why is getting a boyfriend so hard

Okay so theres this boy and I live in a small town so he's the only one I like and I'm black so I found out who doesn't only like white girls but he's totally not into me and I don't know what to do cause any other boy would call me a slur but I don't want to be alone because all my friend have boyfriends if anyone older has advise on how to cope that be appreciated😔