im so scared of summer break ending and having to go back to school. i liked my old school and my new school will probably be really bad. in my old school, i feel like most of the korean students (me included) only hung out with korean students. i don't know why we did it, we just kind of did. maybe its because we wanted to stay with people familiar to us. i didn't have a problem with that, i liked being able to speak korean without being accused of "leaving people out." i noticed how most other non-korean students at my school would only make friends with people of the same gender, but it didn't matter for us. i think it was just that if you were korean, you could join our group. i loved going to karaoke with them after school. i did have american, european, and other asian friends, but they come and go.
the reason im scared is because my new school is in ENGLAND. :( i don't hate british people, its just that its europe. not asia. what if they dont want to make asian friends? what if i end up sitting at a table alone every single day at lunch? what if my roommate hates me? i know im paranoid but it just scares me. god i fucking hate these thoughts
Comments
Displaying 1 of 1 comments ( View all | Add Comment )
sal
i transferred schools so i get you i even cried for a week but i am fine. mine wasnt about racial issues or the fear of being left out but being bullied and at first yes i was but in the end i found my own clique and thats just how ive been. trust me ur gonna find more people that are gonna look at you and like you as u are than avoid u for being korean like maybe a 13 year old boy will laugh at you and say something rude but dont pay attention. try to make as many friends as possible and be nice
thanks i really appreciate this
by 민수; ; Report