HI!

Welcome 2 my first rant blog! :) im writing this cuz i cant afford a therapis and i need 2 let some of my thoughts out.. and who knows, maybe even find people in my same situation who wand 2 share some of their experiences.

i think that couples have 2 take some time 2 decide wether or not to get married and/or have kids because my parents cant stand the sight of each other.. well, mostly my mom cant stand my dad, but the thing is;

why put up a family if ur gonna regret everything and blame very single thing on ur kids and husband? (in my case)

my mom is a huge narcisist who only worries abt herself, talks about herself and how tired she is but when WE feel tired, she straight up invalidates us and tells us 2 shut up basically. she thinks shes this god who cant b denied anything and when you do tell her no, she whines like a baby.

some adults just act like little kids and expect others 2 serve them when they can do things by themslves without problems... and when the teenager is old enough 2 move out, they wonder why they dont reach out or call home. this kinda behavior, at least from my perspective, just pushes people away and sometimes even leads their kids 2 commit suicide, wondering 

"oh why did my child kill themseves!!!!!!!!"

like, bitch. u dont know how 2 be a good parent and expect ur actions not 2 have any consequences?

anyway, thanks 4 reading! i had 2 whine abt this D: