panic! rant

like. 

it's all I listen to. 

not even mcr. 

not even SWS. 

not even PTV. 

NOT EVEN FOB. 

IT'S ALL PANIC. 

ESPECIALLY A DANCE YOU CAN'T SWEAT OUT. 

PLEASE HELP ME. 

I'M TOO OBSESSED. 

I CAN'T LEAVE. 

IT'S TOO GOOD. 

This is my first video on Instagram I'm not wearing a shirt it's a shirtless jam oh yeahhhhh ooh! IT'S STUCK IN MY HEAD

GET ME OUT

like MY BITCHES BRENDON AND RYAN ARE ALL IN MY HEAD. 

THEY CONTROL MY MOVEMENTS

I CAN HEAR THEIR VOICES. 

SPENCER IS IN THERE TOO

IT'S LIKE I CAN'T LEAVE THEIR SONGS

I CAN'T

IT'S ALL IN THE SPOTIFY QUEUE. 

IT'S ALL PANIC 

and don't even get me started on the music vids. 

OH GOD. 

IT'S ALL MY YOUTUBE RECOMMENDATION

IT'S ALL PANIC 

IT'S ALL I WRITE SINS NOT TRAGEDYS

it's all that music vid 

EMO WHORE RUINS WEDDING. 

don't even get me started on nearly witches. 

I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO IT FOR HOURS. 

HOURS. 

HOURS. 

MORE THEN HOURS. 

DAYS. 

I CAN'T. IT'S TOO GOOD. 

🙏🙏🙏

I ordered an American flag with Brendon Urie on it. 

That's how obsessed I am. 

I'm gonna fucking TWEEK MAN. 

IF I HEAR ONE REF TO PANIC I GO CRAZY

like it's everyday. 

I can't even think of anything else. 

it's too good. 

they are my lock screen. 

They are my home screen. 

They are my widgits. 

They are my laptop wallpaper. 

They are my school account pfp. 

They are my spacehey account. 

They are me

I am them. 

I can't escape them

THEY ARE TOO GOOD. 

WHY DID THEY HAVE TO FUCKING SPLIT. 

WHY. 

WHY. 

WHY

WHY

WHY

WHY

WHYWYYWWTWWHWGIVWJFAHICSKXJGACLHACIIYSVJSPVPJSGKPSGPJGAJLFALHFLHSDLHFSLHCSUOCUOSCHOSCOSFUGWGHWY

WHYYYYY

I would've sold out the entire fucking merch stand if they went here. 

BUT NO. 

THEY HAD TO FUCKING SPLIT. 

I hope they pull an oasis istfg. 

they better come back. 

they are like my divorced parents. 

THEY ARE ALL I THINK ABOUT. 

EVERYDAY. 24/7. 

half of my wall is full of them 

IS THIS WHY I CAN'T SLEEP

I LEGIT JUST CAN'T SLEEP

BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL I THINK ABOUT. 

god is this my autism peaking. 

It might be. 

emo WHORE ruins wedding!!!!! 

oh god. 

Don't even get me started

ON A FEVER YOU CAN'T SWEAT OUT. 

now, 

I've probably heard

OVER 500 ALBUMS 

By now. 

But a fever you can't sweat out... 

Oh dear oh dear. 

I PHYSICALLY CANNOT LISTEN TO IT WITH OUT GIGGLING. 

how. 

did

they

Do 

It. 

IT'S LIKE A DIVORCED DADS ALCOHOL ADDICTION. 

I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO IT. 

they put a spell on it didn't they

Sighs

I'm too obsessed aren't I

Do I need to touch grass

Maybe. 

Maybe... 

AND DONT GET ME STARTED ONNNN

RYDEN!!!

IM ACTUALLY STARTING TO BELIEVE THEY WERE GAY FOR EACH OTHER. 

LIKE ACTUALLY.

do you know.

how many.

a03.

fics.

ive read.

OF THEM!??!?!

and pinterest.

THE WAY BRENDON LOOKS AT HIM!?!?!

AHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

IM GOING FUCKING CRAZY.  

AND THEY WERE ALWAYS TOGETHER.

im going fucking insane in the membrane

THIS IMAGE.

HOLY SHIT.

THIS IS WHAT STARTED IT ALL. 

LOOK AT THEM.

THE WAY THEY LOOK AT EACHOTHER

BRENDONS LOOKING AT HIS LIPS DUDDE

IM GOING FUCKING INSANE.

just look. at them.

ive been staring at this image for like 6 hours, ive even put it on my profile. 

they SO wanna kiss each other.

and there is so much more. 

i just wanna rant on how much i love them.

IM LIKE ACTUALLY GOING FUCKING INSANE

IVE BEEN LIKE

ANNOTATING

EACH PHOTO IVE SEEN OF THEM. 

they both look at eachother LIKE THAT.

you know what im talking about. 

oh this photo has me by the balls. 

just look.

the distance.

the touching.

the eye contact

the looking.

they are so gay for each other.

OMGGGKOMGOGOG OMGOMOGMOMGO

they so wanna makeout with each other

IM GOING FUCKING INSANE FOR THEM

LIKE

IM FUCKING SERIOUS

THEY ARE ALL I THINK ABOUT. 

and thats not even the worse one.

i mean i dont even have to explain do i?

look at his hand placement.

HE WANTS THAT COOKIE BAD DUDE

SO BAD.

and the distance,

DUDEE HE WANTED TO DIG IN SO BAD LOOLLOLOLOLL

i mean ive been staring at this image for like 16 hours.

ITS OBVIOUS BRENDON YOU CANT HIDE IT

is that why all of his albums went to shit in the end

its because he wasn't there 💔💔

anyway more photos to prove my point =

i have a fucking pinterest board based of them.

im going insane.

like im being serious.

LIKE

IF I SEE ANYTHING

RELATED TO THEM AT ALL

I GO FUCKING FERAL.

also

ive rewatched live in denver.

IM LIKE GOING FERAL. THEY WERE SO GAY FOR EACH OTHER.

a good site to read about them is

https://fanlore.org/wiki/Brendon/Ryan

been reading some stuff for a while. 

i love it

so. THEORY TIME!!!!

YAYYYYYYYYY!!!

so myrtle beach theory:

 Ryan's LiveJournal posts and other sources. In 2006, after a performance, the band and the crew went to Myrtle Beach to swim at night. Shortly after, Ryan wrote a poetic LJ post about the ocean and being in love but not saying it. Ryden tinhats (people who stan ryden) posit that this post is about Brendon.

wait i just realised im a ryden tinhat

LETS GOOO

anyway

i really like this theory.

2ND ONE!!

northern downpour theory:

im excited for this one 

This theory is based on the lyrics of Northern Downpour: "I missed your skin when you were east, / You clicked your heels and wished for me." The theory is that these lyrics are about Ryan's 21st birthday in 2007. Photograph evidence has been compiled that shows that Ryan was at a his birthday party in New York City (east coast), then left after the party for Seattle, where Brendon was, and they were spotted together the next day. A line from Ryan's LJ, "one day we'll settle in seattle" points to this theory.

i honestly fucking LOVE This song, and as soon as i heard of this theory i legit screamed

3rd one 

This theory is based on recurring mentions of the sun and moon in the band's lyrics, particularly on Pretty. Odd. The theory posits that they represent Brendon and Ryan, respectively. Thus any song that mentions the sun or the moon is thought to be a reference to their relationship, including post-split Panic! songs, ryan's solo songs and jon walkers's solo songs.

i actually really like this one and THE REASON

is because in almost every album there is a sun and moon.

the moon is def ryan and sun is brendon

okay yes i know they arent real (maybe) and brendon said that they arent BUT HE SAID THAT HE DIDNT MIND IF THEY DIDNT BELIEVE HIM.

thats a start.

right?

HAHA

also brendon is pansexual

thats interesting righttttttt

lmao

anyway they are so gay for eachother

i mean like im not like your average ryden fan where they fucking stalk brendon and still ask about it

but like

i love them

sooo

and no one really cares

doubt anyone is gonna read this anyway LMAOOO