Mh... in the beginning I guess I wanted to be a rock star. 😅 During my twenties, it sometimes felt like I was a rock star. 😁 At least during those rare occasions, where one of my bands had managed to get a gig, where I got to spent some very precious 30-45 minutes on some small stage with anything between 2 and 200 people in the audience.

It's those 30minutes - that feel as if they last forever and at the same time pass in the blink of an eye - that matter.

Being on stage. The feedback from the audience.

There have often been longer periods where I didn't get that feeling. No gigs. No fresh motivation... but a lot of emptiness.

But then it happens. Out of sudden, somebody ask whether I'm interested in joining their band, and I get to play in front of a thousand people, on a gigantic festival stage.