Identity(s)

i like, have a lot of perosnalities and i kinda like it?? i have one for school, i have two (three technically) online, and another for friends that i know irl and online O.O I’m way different irl, I don’t know how to explain it. 

i feel like i only get along with 3 school friends, the art teacher, my band director, and the culinary teacher… i feel like its so much easier typing then actually speaking, i get so quiet and awkward on calls its kinda silly in a way? Not in funny silly or dumb silly really, but not in between :> this is just a shit blog reallyOH 

MY COUSINS ARE SO ANNOYINGGG, LIKE, SHUT UP. IM SORRY BUT IM ALSO NOT???????? LEAVE ME ALONE.

Anywhooooo, other than that, my day is going pretty well, i didn’t slept, like, at all last night or the night before……. 

I also texted my ex?? It’s a long story but I truly do miss him so much, but it was my fault we broke up… so… yeah… but, i sent him a message saying i was sorry, and i think it turned out well :3 I hope but i also don’t expect a positive outcome, but, hopefully he sees the message as an apology rather than a cry for forgiveness ^^

Sorry this blog is kinda everywhere.. that’s basically how today/yesterday have been :v