no, the title isn't rhetoric. i really wanna know why we as humans hate to have things in our life change.
i do think a lot of it comes from the fear of the unknown. real corny but its kinda true. i don't know if the next chapter in my life is going to be better or worse, and its to a point where i don't think i wanna know. this fear of the unknown also doesn't cover the small things. why do i get scared to like new music or try to branch off into other hobbies that seem fun? is it because i think it taints who i perceive myself to be? it ruins this image of me that i have in my head. "this isn't you anymore. you wouldn't like this."
i really hope this isn't just me
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I get that all the time! The impostor syndrome that comes with trying new things is scary. Even if you really like something, your brain will do that thing where it says "This is too new to be me."