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so, this past week i didn't do much other than stress and worry about the upcoming school year (the dreaded 2025-2026 school year where i'm going to go to high school and have basically one friend) but i've been thinking about it lately and i work better alone anyways so it may not even be a big deal. my biggest fear is that i'll be in a class with this one toxic girl who lowkey caused a lot of my lore and a lot of my suicidal thoughts the past two school years and made me want to set everything on fire and she doesn't even seem to grasp the fact that she has frustrated me and others with her behavior and the fact that she has hurt me and betrayed my trust too many times for me to ever think about forgiving her, at least now. but the weekend was better.

so, on saturday for my birthday (my birthday was on the 5th but one of my friends was in japan sooo yeah and i was busy the week before) i went to the outdoor mall/marketplace whatever you wanna call it with my friends and that was pretty fun :D we had lunch and stuff and i made some impulsive decisions with my money that i don't really regret and also incredibly regret at the same time !! 

then on sunday i went to church as i usually do (most of the time) and then i went to my grandparent's house after that and basically just stayed there the rest of the day and night because me and my siblings were staying the night at her house. 

the next day we went over to some hotel at some other city in my state and basically did a staycation and we went swimming at the pool there even though it was raining and honestly i really liked swimming in the rain like i love rain and i love swimming and rain didn't ruin anything for me. and then we went to some mexican resturant that was actually like amazing like top notch 10/10 better than most and it was amazing and then we went back to the hotel for the rest of the night.

today we left the hotel and went to ihop for breakfast and i found out that ozzy osbourne died (rest in peace) and i had these cinnamon pancake things? they were good tho !! and then we went home. 

here are some photos i took tho !! :