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hello ladies and gentlemen idk why but I always decide to post a blog when its like 24 days later but it is july 22 2005 and summer is nearing a end unfortunately but that's okay no its not but that's okay you know summer cant be foeva but at least its a new school year to make new friends, i was contemplating on going back to online because during 2022 to 2023 i was online for 8th and 9th grade and then switched for 10th cuz i was extremely lonely and had no friends and felt like i was doing nothing all day and it was boring and i sucked at getting up to go to school and i missed like every other day but hey now I'm doing better last year i ended the schoolyear with as and bs and two cs which is better then my online school grades which were ds and cs and one A but hey that's not the point anyways uh oh yeah i got a sick tattoo i got two bats right above my boob and two cat faces above my knees and i feel so cool my friend gave them to me because shes wanting to get better at tattooing like shes already good she just wants to get better so. but she totally killed it man it looks so cool but unfortunately i have to find a way to hide it from my aunt and uncle who are coming down to see us from new york and their cool and have their own tattos and their goth but my aunt already doesn't like that i have peircings but hey whatever my uncle doesn't rlly care but idk i like my uncle he's cool. Uhh, what else oh, I got more smokes with my friend, and this weirdass guy was in there staring at me while I was waiting for the guy to get my friend's vape, but idk. I was wearing tights, so maybe he liked that, but he just kept staring at me Maybe he just wanted a piece of all of diss ayeee

Just kidding, guys, just kidding. Anyway, I've been walking up hella late, like 11 or sometimes even 1, and I'm just too lazy to eat until around 4 or 5. Then, I'll have just one thing and go to bed, which is so weird to me, but it'll probably stop before school starts. last night i hung out with my friend jocy omg i just remembered something wait well come back to that but one of my other friends stopped being friends with me because either it was her choice or her bfs and i genuinely belive it was her fuckass bf who convinced her to stop being friends with me but you know hey its okay because this has happened over and over and i bet you she will come back she always does and I'm tired of it bro watch In a couple months shell be back i know it because shes on online and has no other friends except for me and she only has her boyfriend who i know ill fuck her over he's done it multiple times and he's just completely a terrible person and i genuinely have so much hate for that bitch. but what was her final push i guess waa these people texted her and she suspects i had something to do with it which i told her multiple times no bro i did ntoa nd she doesn't belive it so hey what can i do man if she doesn't belive it then I'm not gonna convince her cuz i most definitely know her bf further pushed her to stop being friends with me like i know she probably showed him and he was oh yeah like that was most def her and u should stop being friends with her and what those people texted her was not NEARLY as bad as what he would text me off her phone so. but you know what can you do man were nearing the end of highschool and I'm not gonna keep doing this wit her like lets be big girls now.

 but anyways yeah i went to hangout with joc before she goes to Canada shes coming back but yeah uh i don't know what else to talk about ill try to be more online i prob will be cuz schools starting back up and yeah i think that's it