I'M SO EMBARRASSED I COULD SCREAM
I thought the interview was on Friday.
I had a full-blown migraine and everything I read felt foggy and wrong.
So I showed up… underdressed… unprepared.
It wasn’t that I didn’t care. I do care.
It’s just—my brain didn’t process what day it was.
Now I feel like everyone thinks I’m careless. Like I didn’t take it seriously.
But I did. I just misread. I just wasn’t okay.
I’m mad at the world. I’m mad at my body. I’m mad at the timing of everything.
Why does it always feel like the worst moments line up perfectly to make me look stupid?
I hate this. I hate how misunderstood I feel.
And I really, really just wanna cry.
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Yona
OOF! this is my nightmare! i have my first ever interview tomorrow and i will admit i am quite careless and clumsy so in my every waking hour i re-check the email because maybe i read it wrong TvT how did the interview go tho?
AMAZING, I got free food ✧\(>o<)ノ✧
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amazing blog theme, theres nothing worse than being unprepared tahts a nightmare to me
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