Happy Birthday to me & Selena Gomez!!!!!!!

Today I'm turning 22, incredible I have literally no words I never thought I will live to see 22 just thinking back in time what happened to me in the past and still I'm not over it and there's so many things in my life that I'm still or just started to process. I've lost a lot but I hope I will get back a lot more! My life is a huge rollercoaster and I don't enjoy the ride this time at all. I've fought with so many things in my life one of them is depression and I'm still fighting against this motherfucker also anxiety, stress... I feel like I just started or would start to live my life and experience but I'm numb these things in my life are make me numb and so it's hard. I basically just started my journey I know it's gonna be hard it already is but I gotta be strong, focused and keep pushing.

I've met a lot of new cool ppl here and outside of spacehey we already had a lot of convo and I just love them I love talking to y'all especially my close friends (Danitza I had to mention you lol) it was a crazy year I don't even know how could I survive I've cried a lot and got literally nervous breakdowns and I'm saying this without joking it's like unbeliveable that I'm still alive. According to astrologists this our year cancers lol I hope so we'll have a whole year of success hopefully and everything will go the way we want and we'll make a lot of memories and also money hahaha. It's so iconic that I'm turning 22 on July 22nd this is something that I will remember to for rest of my life this is my golden year. 

I'm looking forward to what's this year will bring to me, sadness, happiness, joy, success maybe new friends? who knows lol But one thing sure I wanna have a lot of fun and start my life becasue I've got enough from this all. I lowkey excited and happy like it makes me so happy that I'm turning 22 on the 22nd lol I can't get over it like how iconic is this?! I'd love if we all get closer I'm talking about my close friends to just get deeper and met you all better and to just be part of my journey and going through this shit together. Also I'm talking to those who are never commented my bulletins or sent me msg don't be scared I'm always down to everything to talk about especially art and fashion lol and I don't bite!!! And now I just enjoy entering to this new year with y'all and i just hope this year will get us closer! I MADLY LOVE YOU ALL! thank you for the support, wishes and just simply being there, extra shout-out to Danitza you're the kinda friend that I wish to have everyone! Happy Birthday to me, Selena I love SELENA!!!!!!! And ofc everyone who's birthday is today happy birthday lol!! XO

NOW LET'S FUCKING ROCK!!

I'm gonna play this on repeat the whole year lol!