Am I doomed?

I don't know who I want to be. Well, I do, but do I really? I want to start a band, but I don't know how to play any instrument, I can't sing and I don't know anyone who would be willing to join. I could always be in a single person band, but I don't know. All I do is spend time in front of a screen, whether it's my PC or my phone. I wanted to have a "no phone summer" but is it even possible for me? I would love to actually do what I want to do, but I can't. I wanna get a flip phone that can't go on the internet or something like that and forget my current phone in a drawer somewhere, but I can't seem to even "forget" my phone for even just a little while. I have books to read, a guitar to play, qnd I actually wanna be there when I do something. I wanna write more, I wanna be able to keep my room clean. One day that I actually do that I feel actually better, but then the next day I will go back to doomscrolling. If it's not Instagram, I will find myself doomscrolling on Pinterest, and when I'll eventually uninstall Pinterest too I fear I will doomscroll on some shopping app or even my mails. I would really love to keep my phone only for texting people and maybe occasionally play one of the few games I have installed on it. I really want to escape from this hell that my phone is, get a flip phone and have no temptations to fall back in this vicious circle. I'm scared for myself.