My Life

Lately I've been wondering what my life has come to; My friends who I had previously have basically disappeared and it's understandable that's life as a whole but I prayed asking for friends and to be honest I think I should've been more specific age wise cause my little brothers friends have now become my friends, which realistically I don't mind they're all funny and they are nice to me and actually really care about me but I feel like a loser sometimes cause these kids are like 4 to 5 years younger than me and that's my current friend group??? Later in life it'll be alright but I'm gonna be 18 and they're all like 13. My friends I had before like my best friends Iris, Faith, and Annette are like M.I.A the only person who still talks to me now is my best friend and wife Emily and she's doing school so I can barely see her </3