Impending Doom

Hi guys! I have been feeling a sense that I am going to die soon or that something bad is going to happen to me. Which is strange? Everything is my life that could go wrong went wrong, so I am writing this cause idk, maybe someone is feeling like this too, I really have some goals I want to achieve, I want fo finish school, I want to go to college and I want to finish my books soooooo I really don't know. Have been through SHIT my entire life, I haven't been happy since I was 11 and now that I finally have something I think life is going to take my things and my happiness back. I am 19 now, I can finally stand up for myself and I have too cause my parents are two jackasses who don't care about me and hate me. The only thing keeping me from killing myself is my books and my dreams, I really like writing and reading and I know I have to take care of myself because I can only count on me.

Sorry if I misspelled some words, I can't write straight right now. Bye!