Life feels like a dream to me.

I feel as if I'm living in an internal loop, with no sign to when it ends. My life feels like some sort of test. I don't know what's real anymore. I feel so stressed out nowadays because of it. I feel like a bird without a tree, or a player without a team. Someone who is meant to be alone, because in the end I'm practically a curse.

Why does every little bit of action that i do make me overthink things? I feel as if i over-analyze plenty of things.

Why can't I just be normal?