thinking

after thinking for a bit i realized that ill be fine without grayson

i miss him yeah

but thats normal

he was a big part of me

itll take a bit for me to let go

ill find someone else, im sure of it

but before that i should prepare and heal

get better

so this doesnt happen again and again

i do hope grayson is okay and stays okay

i was worried that he mightve relapsed like me

i wanted to ask him more stuff before he went

like what the name of his new cat was

and why he got a new cat

or how that new girl is

how shes like

it was a good talk

i think i felt more than he did though

ill give life a chance

again

goodnight