Growing up

This is just a useless rant butt like i few days ago like two days ago was my birthday I had fun and what not but I started thinking about how I'm actually growing up and becoming older which is the scariest thing ever because what do you mean I won't be a kid forever I don't wanna have actual responsibilities and also the fact school is right around the corner and this school year I actually have to take thing seriously because I don't even know how I passed last school year I have so many stupid worries