Am I bi?????

I don't know what I am anymore. I've identified as bi, pan, and aroace (Which I kinda still am?) but I've come to realization that there might not be a label in what I am. I like girls and boys and non binary but it's just so complicated. I can see myself spending the rest of my life with a woman, just the thought of it brings me peace but I also really like men, like REALLY like them, but also kinda hate them at the same time 🤷🏾‍♀️.  

The thought of being with a man doesn't sound so bad cause I would like to have children one day but I also wouldn't? But also not really interested in staying with a man for the rest of my life. Dating a girl just feels so cool, like you're dating your best friend but it's 10x better, but I'm sorta flirty with my friends anyway. 

Basically I don't know what I like. I wanna be a lesbian but then I remember Luka sabbat exists 😫 but also don't wanna date and sometimes the thought of it makes be physically recoil. 

Someone please tell me whats going on with me or if you relate!!! I find comfort in labels way too much to not have an explanation for this