hrh collection

heyy guys ! i just wanted to write about this youtuber/influencer/vlogger/whatever u wanna call her. most people know her my the name "hrh collection" because thats the name of youtube channel/her jewellery business but her name is alexandra (imma just call her alex for short) she's known on tiktok for crashing out a lot in her blogs. (just play any video of hers and 5 mins in, she will starting crashing out) i think her most popular one was the BEACHY WAVES iykyk.

 i've recently been watching her vlogs more and whenever she posts, i would just put her videos up while i do work/chores. i've always kinda admired her because yk she kinda had the "perfect life" in my eyes. she's beautiful, she's a mom, she has a stable income and she actually has an audience that pays her to scream in a camera. she's kinda lowkey living the lifeeeee.

 the more i started to watch her, the more i learnt about her. yk she sorta always sees herself as a fat person even if she weighed less than 100 pounds. everything she says about how she views herself is so real. i kinda related to her a lot. she talks about being her biggest enemy and critic for herself and i just think that it's so REAL. you have no idea how hard life is when you're constantly at war with yourself in your mind. like you can NEVER win. but OH MY GOD, i love watching her crash out. not in a sadistic way but you have no idea how healing it is to just scream your head off. my life is so dull and lifeless, to just have someone shout in your ears for no reason is a concept yall arent ready for. 

anyways, i found out that alex was a tr*mp supporter during the election period... when i tell you, i was so disappointed.... i was basically in denial because i would NEVER support someone who believes in tr*mp. i mean she's white, american, christian. what was i expecting??? 

she's confusing too. i read a lot on internet. OH PEOPLE ON REDDIT HATE HERRRRR. they were exposing everything about her, reporting about her if they ever saw her in public. most of them went for the fact that she was fat and gave dirty looks. some people had experiences being friends with her when hrh was just a small business and started ghosting people when she became famous. a lot of them said she was just a shallow person in general.

 idk i just had to get this off my mind. whether she's actually a good person or not, im not one too judge. we're not all good or all evil. at the end of the day, she's just a person on the internet making money off the they/them rats commenting on her videos 

xoxo, aisha <3