Weird stuff

Okay so I haven’t updated in almost a month, sorry. I’m not sure who even reads this though. I went to The Netherlands for 11 days (Late June - early July) it was kind of shitty because we got caught in a heatwave and we had to go to a theme park which sucked because I loathe theme parks and rollercoasters and 34 fucking degrees Celsius weather. And mum was thinking of going to this one in Poland that’s like the second or first best in Europe. But apparently she’s thinking of Japan which would actually be pretty cool. I’d like to see all the monuments and other stuff! We were at a eurocamp for the first few days which was very nostalgic because the last time I was at one was Spain, Summer 2022 when I first got my phone (well technically I got it in the February but still) Netherlands was boring but I saw and held a ton of ant alates.

I only spent a single day at home before being whisked off again for this little summer camp thing for a few days. I was with a group of people I knew but I don’t particularly like them because they’re all 16/17 except for one guy my age but like he’s as quiet as I was. I only met some cool people till the last night. I met them at an art activity. They were chilling and doing stuff for art fight (my third year of procrastinating wether to join and still didn’t) it was cool I guess.

And as soon as I got home from there I was once again spending one night in my room before being took to the coast for a few days. Actually had a discussion about my sister with my mum. It’s weird. (My mum isn’t her mum btw for context) I feel weird because I hardly even consider her my sister anymore. Having kids is no excuse to not visit for three years. Last time she visited I didn’t even speak to her because I was in my room and she came quickly for my dads 50th but he was in the shower. And she left before he even got out and came after he got in. And the funny thing is my dad takes short showers.

Recently not much has happened. I’ve gone to family spin with my mum twice. Last time (day before yesterday) I forgot to brush my hair and my mum called me a tramp (def: a slut/hobo) I knew it was an insult but after looking up the meaning when I got home I felt like utter shit. I hate my mum.

Okay quick edit but I also forgot to mention i may being entering one of my hyper religious phases (last occurring 2022) again so IF that happens just know I’ll probably have some weird religion anxiety or even death anxiety going on.