what is a father?

every time i try to vent, they care more abt the story than they care abt me. Every time I try to talk about things, nobody rlly does understand me. So, im here and im sure no one will ever find this but thats okay. The other day, I was craving this food so my sister took me out to eat but she had invited my mom and father. I wasnt fond of my father, I didnt want him there at all too, cuz he always ruin everything. I was right. That night, he said it was such a waste for me to move to a different school (assuming my previous school was a good school but it had affected me so badly) it hurts me, cuz he never understand what i went through. So I cried in front of them. He noticed and said I should just eat and tried to make it like he did nothing wrong. He said he wasnt even harsh,  but it HURTS and thats THAT! He said to grow up, that I was too grown up to be crying. wow. If he never realised, he was also a grown up. Hes waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too old to be acting like this. Well at least I know he rather wants me to laugh than to cry during his funeral. Noted.