i cant keep going like this

I worked so hard to get to where i am today

but i feel myself starting to slip, again..

i dont eat at all, but maybe, once a week.

i find myself comparing me to the women 

i see on social media, i am depriving myself of sleep

im picking at my skin until i bleed..

my fingernails are almost non-existent

because i bite them all the way back to my skin

everything is starting to hurt again..

i cant keep going like this