so about that...

Hii, its been like 2 months since I've last updated my blog and a lot has changed in my life. 

First thing that happened is I confessed to the girl I had a crush on. Long story short i got rejected and she said everything she did was platonic all the way along. It really made me sad and I cried a lot after that, especially giving she really did give me a lot of hope that we could have been something more. 

Second thing I'm back in contact with my ex. Am I ashamed? Kind of??? Is it fun and does meeting her make my life a lot more interesting? Yes. Do I still love her? Yes.

Woah the wind is sooooooo strong 2day i think im hearing it speak some nonsence....

So yeah but like we spoke about our relationship recently. NEWSFLASH we actually talked and discussed how we feel?!?!!!! I think it was very good that we did that i like that i know something for once. 

So now youre probably thinking Luce WHAT THE FUCK?? You lierally confess to another girl and it doesnt work out so you come back to your ex?!?!?!?! are u crazy???? 
For that I'm just gonna say that I think im crazy too. I'm scared as FUCK of messing up again and of hurting her again, but i really really believe that we CAN fix this if we are honest to eachother. 

Yeah on a closing note i think it would be so dope if we could like live together and have a house and get married and be by eachothers side forever dont u think.

idk.