life

I have been making moves lately, life and school and career wise. I'm pretty happy about where I see myself going but I feel so restless. I hate that I have to wait a whole year before i transfer to university, I hate that I'm not going to be able to do sketch classes if I want to be able to handle my course load for this upcoming semester, and I hate that i feel so busy with everything i have going on right now and that I feel bored and like I'm not doing anything at the same time :(((

on the bright side, I am very excited about the fact that I finally know for sure(hopefully) what I want to do with my life. I can see the trajectory i want to take and that is super cool. I want to do comedy to start, probably some combination of improv, sketch, and stand up, and then I want to try and move into television writing from there or see if I can move up in comedy.

It's going to be really hard to get there and I know that I'm going to have to work way harder than I'm used to if I want to make that happen but I am really excited at the prospect of doing that. Just last night I interned at a comedy show and I'm planning on taking improv 301 at UCB soon.

I'm really young and I know that the things that I'm doing right now are going to be foundational to my life in the future, and that makes decisions about what I want and what I'm going to do now really scary. I think I just need to have faith in myself and to try to remember that in the end I'll figure something out even if my life doesn't go exactly the way that I want it to now.

Thanks for listening to me ramble about my life,

-Bugs