I crave love smmmmm UUUUUGGHHGHG.·°՞(˃ ᗝ ˂)՞°·.

Eversince i was a child i always wanted to know what its like to be loved romantically. My parents weren't of much help bc I've never seen them look inlove EVER (a bit tmi tho so srry (ꞋꞌꞋꞌŏ_ŏ)) So I think  it kinda messed me up at one point bc I sometimes dont know the difference between someone liking me or just being nice. And even if i get into a relationship (which is very rare bc im weird), they leave in like a week bc idk how to act in a romantic relationship TᴖT. Sometimes Ill just be laying on my bed and ask myself if im actually worth loving given that im a weirdo and that just results in me crying myself to sleep, feeling unlovable. My mom says that my time will come, but i wonder if i'll ever have a 'time' to begin with _(:‚‹」∠)_