The day is almost here

There are two days left until I start school again, in my new class. I had to change because in my old class they made fun of me, they started creating rumors, and every day they called me Satanic, and the only friends I had there started hanging out with the people who hurt me, and they stopped talking to me... I couldn't take it anymore, so I decided to start over, in a new section, I start this Tuesday the 22nd. I'm nervous, I hope everything goes well.

For my mental health, i change my makeup, my clothes, i stopped wearing  black,i love goth, the music and the ideology, but i think dressing gothic fashion wasn´t for me, right?

I don't know if this sounds exaggerated, but this situation left me so traumatized and scarred that sometimes I'm afraid to wear some of the gothic clothes I've had.

Still, I think black wasn't for me, to be honest, I love pink and pastel colors, but I tried to dress like a goth to look more rebellious, but I think I was trying to be something I wasn't, I still love the music and I share its ideology, but goth for me helped me overcome the death of my grandfather, and I don't regret having dressed like that, I'm still a goth because it's a subculture based on music and ideology, not on clothes...