Finals in 9months

I’ve finally decided to start studying for the finals since I have nothing else to do. It's not going great. It is a disaster!!!

I literally don’t know anything. Like, where was my brain for the past few years?? Especially when it comes to math – I feel completely lost. Nothing makes sense. I don't even have idea how to count either...

I keep telling myself I should start somewhere, but I don’t even know where that “somewhere” is. Everything feels overwhelming and the stress is getting to me. I’m not even being dramatic when I say I might go gray from all of this.

If I pass, I’ll be able to move out of here and live in the city — something I’ve been dreaming about since I was 13.

And I’ll be studying, of course. ;)