projecting onto rui kamishirroo

aa so recently ive gotten back into project sekai and it’s caused me to become obsessed with rui kamishiro again so im projecting myslf unto this poor bastard :p..

disclaimer, i suppose: for the majority of the “projection” i will be referring to my “chronic pain” as just that. an unspecified pain because im not currently diagnosed with anything!! 

begin!: rui kamishiro has knee pain, similarly to me. his knees make it difficult for long-term movement or activity and he usually uses forearm crutches! 

rui usually keeps water and pain meds in his bag while performing and has them easily accessible.

rui has mild scoliosis that makes standing straight difficult.

rui gets light-headed often and struggles with excessive movement (i.e. climbing stairs, running, long periods of walking).