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A lot of people tell me I'm ugly, but one or two people compliment me, you know, my mom has always been very conservative and made me cut my hair, and I've always loved my long hair, if only I could grow it to my waist, my mom often says I'm ugly, since I cut my hair, I've only been wearing a hoodie, but I took it off in class the other day, the room went silent and suddenly I've never heard so much laughter, I heard a shout in the background "put your hoodie back on", I went to my desk and that day it was very hot, I put aside the heat and put my hoodie back on, getting home I spent a few hours reflecting "am I really ugly or was it just a joke", I feel extremely ugly, I'll leave some pictures of me from when my hair was a little longer and some from now, thank you for reading me me again long hair long hair long hair long hair