Being Chopped/Ugly (ó﹏ò｡)

I know I always was the ugly friend where yk always third wheeling in the back and is ugly to make them seem prettier I think Im so used to getting called chopped I accepted it. 

Ive done everything to myself everything you can imagen dyed my hair, cut it short changed the style, changed my makeup style ,clothes been in every weight done everything I possibly can and Im still ugly.

after realizing I cant do anything to change it I just accepted it ig I dress up the way I like and do what I want

I try to spend time on myself draw read watch movies listen to music might sound a little corny but just learning new things ig 

well you might say ''Oh you might be chopped but at least you can talk to someone ab you hobbies /personality'' well not really lol people around me dosent like the things I like we dont usually have similar interests so I get really exited or dumb when we have similar interests but bc I am the way I am I usually get the cold shoulder LOL

when they do that my nerdy ass want to say

''Dear Ken, Barbie Im in peaces. Why the cold shoulder? Love Barbie <3''

But they wouldnt get the reference or just think Im weird

maybe I am and maybe I am as ugly on the inside as I am on the outside.

I know no one will love a girl like me but I accepted that ig knowing your ugly just makes you care less ab things ngl accepting made me happier now I can do jokes ab myself without feeling sad.

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PS I dont wana hear any BS ab trying to comfort me or anything bc I dont need any

I just wanted to talk ab this and if you relate to it I would be happy to hear ab how its going for yall. 

and also sorry for not being active for a long time Ive been dealing with a lot of shit if yall want any other blogs ab my opinions or myself just write

hope everyone is doing well try yalls best xoxo