let's talk about the coffin of andy and leyley p.3

okay, WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?!

I just watched episode 3, both decay and burial, and shots and such has me throwing up. Gosh, all I can remember right now is that Ashley ties him up on a apartment, I think it's the property of a man called Carl Cultman, and he manages Julia to go to that house to untie him and talk things out with her. She dumps him, and Julia x Andrew canonically ends there, at least that's how I see it. Though I don't know if she'll be back in the future, I don't think so. But the most disturbing of it all is when HE kisses her when he's drunk, she kisses him back, he gets mad and beats her up and now Ashley is full of black eyes and such, you know, those purple wounds you get when someone punches or hits you. Then Ashley is all like ''oh, yeah, ur beating me up? then i'm raping you'' And it's not explicit, but she technically forces herself on him and he was drunk so he had no control over her, and non-consensual sex is called rape. At this point I'm already freaking out. The morning after, they jump off the window together and they traumatize a class of elementary school kids. Which is terrible, but actually, I liked that ending.

However, there is another alternative ending in which they rent a shitty and small apartment and they live there as a couple even though they're SIBLINGS. He uses a fake identity to work at a fast food place I think, because Andrew Graves' English degree is meaningless for the life he has now, and Ashley plays his wife, but she dropped out of school though I could be wrong, so she doesn't have a job. She steals for a living. What makes me the saddest and makes me feel depressed is that they STILL have a very toxic relationship. I'm not sure about this, but I think they're violent on each other, mostly Andrew because he technically raised her, which is really sad to me. Surprisingly, they keep engaging in sexual activity, which that made feel sick and I was about to lose it there. In Andrew's words, she was wasted and that ended up in being some mind-blowing... you know. For real, I'm so disgusted. And... the cherry on top is: she gets pregnant.

I wanna cry and puke at the same time. I'm actually having a hard time writing all this shit.

Of course, she's getting an abortion, because they financially, emotionally, mentally and physically can't have a baby, but before that, he tells her to spread her legs open on the couch.

I want to bang my head against the fucking wall.

Anyway, I don't think she enjoys him in the sheets. Girl, if you're going to be such a piece of shit person, a disappointment to humanity and carry a traumatizing lifestyle, at least don't fake it, try to enjoy the only thing you can actually enjoy right know. I really hope they get rid of the baby.

Wow, I have never felt the need to cry for a fictional story. Whatever, I think this was the decay/shots and such ending of episode 4, which is a closed one and could end there but fortunately is not. I wanna see how it continues, and I like the cliffhanger route better because it's not so crazy and it's my favorite, so I'm looking forward to another episode and hopefully things don't end so terribly.