July 19, 2025

i have a lot of feelings. most r for u. but u already knew tht, didn’t u? ur changing my brain by the second. i think abt u every breath. every time i close my eyes i see u, so i keep them close. i’m constantly in a world of u. i dream of u when im wide awake. i have pure intents with u. along with my heart and soul. ur carved into my heart. my arms are so empty without u in them. i’m so empty without u. i think ur soul is beautiful. i can see it in ur eyes, ur beautiful eyes. i feel so positively for u.. so where r u now? why am i lacking u? i’m sorry, did i scare u? it’s funny how one can yearn so deeply for something they’ve never had. it’s as if part of me was ripped out upon ur departure. if the world was perfect, if i was deserving, id tell u this. and u’d say it back. i live in my thoughts since it’s as personal as we can b. in my thoughts u feel the same way for me. my motivation for doing right in life, simply for u to be proud of my accomplishments. u told me u like my poems, now my poems r u. u told me u liked my drawings, so i draw for ur eyes. u value my passions, and now i do too. u listen to what i say, so now i always have something to say. ur changing my brain by the second …for the better? thts new. ur beauty is immense and its beginning to swarm me. am i as beautiful as u yet? i dont think tht will b possible honestly. i dont think anything can be nearly as beautiful as u. its so funny how u can feel so strongly for something so distant. to which i do. in my head we’re a perfect bond, the perfect blend, the perfect story. r my words beautiful? do they convey all my feelings? my abundance of emotion? do my words allow the divulge of my vehemence? can u sense my apprehension to asseverate? well can u tell tht i have a lot of feelings? which r mostly abt u? or did u already know tht? well did u?