Not the same

SpaceHey isn't the same without you, so I don't visit much anymore. My soul isn't the same without you, so she doesn't come out very often these days. I'm my everything, but you were the cause for a glimpse of me. The shortest but brightest burning flame, why did I choose to put it out? Why can't I put me first? As if,, I was born to be on the backburner. I'm not strong enough to come out of hiding on my own, not yet.