friday musing

sometimes you need to spend a friday night alone, starving, and listening to music in bed while you contemplate where youre at in life. and how youre going to get the courage to be where you want. i know i will get to live in my dreams, but some days feel so damn bad. its hard not knowing what the future holds, and kind of just winging it? i like to make plans and execute them, but its tough to do lately. but maybe thats what its about... moving through the discomfort and truly trusting myself. i know i will always follow my heart and divine intuition. and that what is truly meant for me will be placed in my life.