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I wanna ask her to be my girlfriend but I am VERY nervous and TBH I’ve had mixed feelings about it but I love her so better be a man and just do it. My friends told me that I am young for relationships???? Bitch I’m gonna be an adult soon + we can grow old together. I can watch her grow up with me and then we’d get married and we’d have 3 kids maybe and 2 dogs definitely!! I told her how pretty her curls are and she went on and on about how much products she has to use and how exhausting it is so I’m trying to learn how to style them for her. She was talking about how expensive her blonde highlights were and I’d definitely work my ass off to pay for them. I love her with every fiber in my being. I was listening to Taylor Swift earlier just so I can sing along with her when she plays her songs. THIS IS HOW SERIOUS I AM. 

Anyways I’ll be updating

Sooo almost 2 weeks later

I straight up froze. I was right there but she looked at me and I just choked and I got hella fuckin nervous. She was even playing with my hair like fuck she definitely knew what she was doing. I’ll suck it up and tell her next time we go out. 

A week later: 

I can’t. I tried again but what if she says no💀 I certainly don’t give a fuck about anybody’s feelings but for some reason I give too many fucks about hers LOL so Idk if she’d think I’m being weird