embarrassment all day! all day!

My roommate heard me talking bad about them AND I had to be taken in an ambulance (my bank account is crying and screaming) today was MISERABLE 

I had to get some wellness tests done for my new job at this retirement home so they needed to test me for tuberculosis, my anxiety is very bad so I think the build up and everything caused me to have an episode shortly after I got the shot I passed out and it was just embarassing and bad and apparently they are legally required to call ems so an ambulance pulled up and YEA 

IT WAS A MESS AND LIKE,,,, my mind is a prison! why would it do that to me! I have never even really been afraid of shots growing up this just started happening in the last year or so ever since I turned 18 

and on top of that before I left my house I was venting on the phone w my man and didn't realize my roommate was still home,,, I was talking about how eager I was to move out because im tired of this mess and it smelling bad in the house... because honestly my roommate is kind of a slob I feel awful but we just live very differently and I didn't realize till it was too late. And they're my friend so, just very typical roommate shit LOL  

ok thanks for reading if u ended up reading this 

 I could go into more detail but I dont want this to get excessive YUp !