I scared you?...

I hate people who say they have problems or say they're mentally ill. When i told someone like that about my problems, they said, "What's wrong with you?" i feel like i scared them.

I think that everything that happens to me or that i think i do on purpose when i know that they are disgusting things and i have even cried to control these thoughts,that really makes me feel bad, i don't want to be like that or think disgusting things, he tells me that i shouldn't have friends, but i'm not a bad person, it sucks that he thinks i do it on purpose.