discord e-kitten

guysss.... i recently gained consciousness on how chronically online i used to be back during covid. i lowkey cringed at myself when i remembered. yes, im still chronically online but it was WORSE back then, thank god i healed (a lil bit) but i'll always be here on the internet, i'll never leave, it's my home, i only exist on the internet, i dont exist in real life.
 i was those degenerates on discord.com that didn't touch grass and would never come out of the room. definitely WAS GROOMED by some of  the men online but its okay cuz all my trauma gets converted to swag and lore~ (heh....)
anyways, recently a lot of my friends and people i met online said that the first impression that they had on my voice was those pick me e-girls on discord. i'll take that as i compliment ANY DAY cuz ALL THE E-GIRLS OUT THERE ARE STUNNING AND BADDIESSS. 
its always a bonus too because there's always a line of pedophiles in your dms when you sound like A CHILD !! :O you could even make a quick buck for just talking to them on VC while they fiddle with their pickle... >_<
but it kinda hurts my feelings sometimes because a lot of people always say "you sound really annoying right now". i talk really animated like i have the habit of audibly gasping or suddenly talking really fast or loudly when i get excited. it hurts my feelings a lot when they say stuff like that and i honestly got so used to it. 
like im sorry that my soul is filled my rainbows and unicorns while your life is sad and miserable so you put me down to feel better about yourself....