karma is a bitch

this stupid fucking bitch is getting on my nerves again. this is not a one time occurrence that "something slipped out of her mouth". this is happening MULTIPLE TIMES WITHOUT A SINGLE "oh im sorry i said that, i wasn't thinking". shes just a bitch that doesn't understand basic empathy and doesn't know when to keep her mouth shut. 

basically, DONUT has been running her mouth non-stop recently. stuff that i said to her privately and she felt the need to air out my business to everyone (ESPECIALLY THE BOYS) its so fucking obvious shes doing it to bring me down so she looks better (TRUST ME SHE DOES NOT AND WILL NOT LOOK BETTER THAN ME IN A MILLION YEARS) and look for validation from the boys. i'll be saying something like "i really need to fart right now" and she'll say to the boys "aisha, said she wanted to fart in xx's face". making me look like some disgusting creep. sometimes she'll say it AND EVERYONE IGNORES HER. but guess what she does..... REPEATS THE SAME FUCKING THING. LIKE WE HEARD WHAT U SAID AND WE DONT CAREEEEE. 

i've gotten so used to it, i dont even fucking react anymore. i stopped telling her about anything. nowadays i only ask her about homework or class, i NEVER initiate conversion with her. its always her talking to me. even if i did reply, it'd probably be "oh..." or "wow..." in a bored voice. i still can't believe how blind she is.

 she keeps saying "i feel more closer to the boys than the girls in this class" or "all the guys are much nicer to talk to/the girl's are bitches" MAYBE THERES A REASON WHY THEY DON'T LIKE YOU AND TALK SHIT ABOUT YOU. me, being her "closest friend" while i rant about her behaviour online, shows how far shes gone. 

i totally believe in karma. whether its tomorrow, next month, 20 years down when you're working in an office job, KARMA IS GOING TO FIND YOU. thats how i keep myself from doing not-so nice things to people now because i know it will curse me soon enough. call me crazy but thats what i believe in. 

xoxo, aisha <3