San Public Files - 2

This is San, once again.

Today was a good day, I studied Japanese for 4 whole years before I came here so i was afraid the classes would only go over stuff i've already studied all those years ago. They kinda did, but it's good to revise + they always went by quickly, not only that, but vocabulary (my weak spot in jap) had a big focus sometimes. But today marks the day i have seen something new, a new way to use grammar I have no learned yet, i was so hyped. also today my favourite teacher was the one giving the lesson so that's a big plus.

Also my good friend from back home called me today, Lets call her Yon, we are going with Japanese numbers as names and she was born in april, fits like a glove. We became friends 3 years ago, and we are actually pretty close, i have a crush on her, actually, but she doesn't like me like that, we're still good friends tho. we spoke for 4 and a half hours, she is the best listener I know, and also the only person i feel like i can vent to, I'm really grateful.

It gave me some clarity and made me fall for her even more, but thats besides the point.

I vented about how i feel paranoid with social media and the dead internet theory, how a lot of people here in japan (foreigners that came with me) are fake and how lonely it is, how some good online friends have been kinda scummy to me and stuff.

She listen, comforted me and overall was just some nice company for that lonely morning, i love her so much. 

Im going for a run soon, but i want to try getting some exercise first, like pushups and whatnot. I really admire athletes that do calisthenics, maybe thats my chance to get into it. I can barely do 10 full pushups tho, im skinny but i am very tall (6'2 for gun land, 186cm for normal countries) so im heavy! I'm going for knee push ups until failure as of now, then i will try other exercises like planks and aim at other muscles.

if i do that im gonna become one of those pinterest references lmao, im even growing the hair out to complete the set!

Overall good vibes today. I don't have a lot to say since Talking to Yon and studying japanese were the only things I did today. And i really want to get that training in, might be childish but if i think of it as an anime protag getting stronger and stronger i feel motivated.

Thanks for reading and expect follow-ups!