UUGH WHY!

SO GUYS.. SCHOOL IS STARTING AGAIN BUT ITS LIKE. I WANNA BE MYSELF. IF YOU DONT KNOW IM ALT/ I LOVE EMO FASHION AND GOTH FASHION, BUT I GO TO A MOSTPLY BLACK AND CRISTIAN SCHOOL AND AS A POC MYSELF ITS SO FUCKING HARD TO FIND OTHER ALT PPL! I HAVE TO WEAR A DUMB UNIFORM, CANT BE MYSELF AND THEN I CANT WEAR SPIKEY COLLARS HEEEELLLLP!!1