7/16/2025

Hello,

My day was rather uneventful, the only significant thing that happened was an all staff and then department meeting I had to attend at work; which, in my opinion, was a complete waste of time but I get paid to show up so whatever, I guess. We had a guest speaker and she was talking about her life story, mind you, I work in healthcare so I'm coming into this meeting expecting us to watch training videos, etc. like we usually do but nope, just this girl casually dumping her parents' lack of affection towards her. Like I said, though, whatever, I get paid just for being there and sitting.

I'm predicting I will not sleep well tonight. I didn't last night either. I'm running on three hours of sleep which is fine and do-able but I'm out of supply that helps me sleep. I medicate using marijuana and it helps me sleep, but I went through the last of my packs 2 days ago and I don't know when the next time I will be able to hitch a ride to get some since I lack having a drivers' license. My end goal for this month is to get my license but if I don't, it's fine.

A lot of my thoughts are scattered and I struggle a lot with memory -- both short and long term, so many of my entries will probably not make sense or will lack a lot of context, so I apologize in advance for that.

Anyway, I am now stationed on a futon that I've been sleeping on at my mother's house since mid May when I moved back in with her. I'm seeking to move in with one of my best friends from school and his cousin either at the end of this month or beginning of August, so I'm very excited about that. I can't wait to have my own space again. I've either been homeless or sharing a room with someone for the past 3 years, so I am really happy at the idea of a bedroom where only I can be in at all times and not have to worry about a roommate. 

That's all I have to share for tonight,

Daphne.