ᶫᵒᵛᵉ 一 ʚĭɞ ༉‧₊˚✧ entry #16: FIRST DAY!

♪₊˚.🎧︵‿ ⩩ ᝢ dearest digi!diary 🎀

hallooo!! (´｡• ω •｡`) today was great!!! ☆⌒(≧▽​° ) so many new faces! >< although i give up... my romance shojo arc is NOT coming and i could see it TT sometimes, i want to be wanted but i want to be wanted by a guy that's up in my standards. alas, too much fiction had gotten into my head that i cant like real people at all. TT even if i did, id be too much of a coward to actually confess my love for them, so, maybe, as a defense mechanism, i never like people at all and ignore their existence as much as possible to stop my feelings grow. (￣▽￣)ノ

im getting into my school's publication and they have been pushing for us to go into press conferences!!! theres still hope, afterall. (✧∀✧) it was fun!! i hope every day keeps being a nice day. and... i have to. stop. gossiping!! i'll avoid my friends who gossip with me... its not healthy TT i dont want to spread others' dirty laundry, they aren't my story to tell. TT

i thought that id be having a bad day; the moment i stepped onto the e-jeep, some dude went inside (without pay btw) and i was sooo uncomfortable TT he was sitting next to me (because here, e-jeep's are like... uh, the seats are on the side? TT like how it is on trains :3) but then two muslim girls were there and they talked, saying "lets move" AND I THINK THEY WERE SHY TO APPROACH ME TO MOVE CLOSER TO THEM, but then, the girl finally said: "you should move here" TT so sweet!! they were such a girl's girl, i cant 3 they were studying in the uni next to mine. i hope i can meet them again to somehow pay it back!!!

much love xx ⌂ ੭ ░