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I can see the tv flicker, I saw it glow when i was 11, I cut my hair off and got bullied so i pulled out the plug. When i was 12 I changed my name because “my old name didn’t fit me” and when I was 13 I noticed the pulled plug and put it back in. It flickered a bit and I tried to change myself but soon the tv stopped flickering and I ignored it. I got hyper feminin. Now I’m 17 and the tv is flickering more than ever before. I don’t know what to do, I fear I will lose my boyfriend if I tell him about the tv, I fear to lose my friends, and most I fear to loads myself again. What if I just think it flickers and in reality it doesn’t? I don’t have anyone I can talk to about this, I don’t know anyone. But the tv flickers more than ever before and I’m scared
I hope I don’t lose myself in it
Love
~J
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Annan5996
People want to be around you for YOU and the only way you can do that is by being yourself. If friends leave then they arent your friends and you will make more who love you for being you. If you need someone to rant to or talk to about this you can messge me I am active daily and can help be a sounding board.