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hey people. Sorry for not posting for a while im kinda going through some stuff.

so first of all im going to a psychiatrist and using meds now. Things are good with z. we are closer now and we hang out a lot. 

im still depressed and the voices kinda dont stop. psychiatrist said meds will start to relaxx you in a month i started taking them a week ago. im really really tired. 

the anti psychotic is supposed to help. at least i hope so.

Self harm has gotten worse but it really relaxes me so i dont want to stop :/

guess thats all for this entry thanks for reading <3